the past couple days i stopped my daily exercise and decided to eat badly, sit on my ass & think obsessivly. about.. an old friend who popped back into my life and (without knowing) opened up my eyes to how truly miserable i am. lonely. he reminded me of fun times. he's fun & funny, smart, cute, and has so much to say...nothing holds him back. i miss the old me. minus all of the drinking. i regret drinking as much as i did. i feel clearer these days. better. but lonely.
so here goes to curing myself of loneliness and misery. or did you really think this was gonna be a bummer blog. ha. OH! today i made a shit list, just taking names for now...can't wait to do some ass kickin.....someday.
3 comments:
An old friend? Ummm.........
Who's this old friend?
they um "justsomeguy"
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