rare form...

I'm in a rare, anxiety-laden, back aching, pissy, edgy mood.

Last night, I was in that crucial first hour of falling into a deep sleep when I was awoken by a F***ING LAWN MOWER at 11PM. THE F***ING CRACKED OUT MAINTENANCE GUY DECIDES TO MOW THE F***ING LAWN. I angrily leaped out of bed, yelled out the window, with a failed response I proceeded to write the nastiest note and tagged it to his door, obviously he didn't hear me yelling out the window over the loud a** mower. I would have gone outside and gave him a piece of my mind, but that would have entailed getting dressed and having to confront the cracked out condescending conspiriacy theorist maintenance freak, which would have set me over the edge.
THEN..I let my landlady have if on her machine...OH! SORRY IF I WOKE YOU...BUT I WAS JUST WOKEN UP BY THE CRACKED OUT NEIGHBOR MOWING THE F***ING LAWN AT 11PM!!!! I think she was too scared to pick up the phone. Hopefully, I woke her up too.

30 MINS!! Later after he was done...and I'm still furious.....he must have read the note and yelled up "sorry "E" I didn't think you were home"...I'm thinking....your f***ing kidding me! what cracked stoner mows the f***ing lawn at 11pm, regardless of who is home.

SO..after my heart rate was raised to toxic levels I of course could not get back to sleep. hence the crappy mood.

Anyone reading this: stay off crack, and don't ever give into the urge to mow the f***ing lawn at 11pm, or any other hour when the sun is not out.

I need a nap. And I know, 11PM already in bed...lame.